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Home
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Safely back in Cleveland.

Rest in Peace
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Bill (my step-grandfather) passed away this morning with my grandmother by his side.

archeology
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Cleaning my apartment has turned into an expedetion.  I think that if studied properly many interesting things about me would be discovered.  There has only been one brave soul (besides myself) that braved the depths of stuff that was in my apartment.  So to [info]innocent_man a heartfelt thank-you.   I don't think I could have done it without you.

meme thing
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I've done the things in BOLD print. I have not, but would like to do the things in Italic print (this is my addition - jkh).

1. Started your own blog

2. Slept under the stars

3. Played in a band

4. Visited Hawaii

5. Watched a meteor shower

6. Given more than you could to a charity

7. Been to Disneyland

8. Climbed a mountain

9. Held a praying mantis

10. Sang a solo When I was a kid I went to catholic school and sang solos in church frequently

11. Made something up to replace a missing question in a meme

12. Visited Paris

13. Watched a lightning storm at sea

14. Taught yourself an art from scratch.

15. Adopted a child

16. Had food poisioning In the past year in fact

17. Walked to the top of the Statue of Liberty

18. Grown your own vegetables only tomatoes.  Nothing else will grow for me.

19. Seen the Mona Lisa

20. Traveled by Train

21. Had a pillow fight

22. Hitchhiked

23. Taken a sick day when you're not ill

24. Built a snow fort

25. Held a lamb

26. Gone skinny dipping

27. Run a marathon

28. Ridden in a gondola in Venice

29. Seen a total eclipse (solar)

30. Watched a sunrise or sunset

31. Hit a home run

32. Been on a cruise

33. Seen Niagara Falls in person

34. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors

35. Seen an Amish community

36. Taught yourself a new language  I'm trying to teach myself Spanish but I've fallen out of the habit of studing.

37. Had enough money to be truly satisfied

38. Seen the Leaning Tower of Pisa in person

39. Gone rock climbing

40. Seen Michelangelo's David

41. Sung Karaoke

42. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt

43. Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant

44. Visited Africa

45. Walked on the beach in the moonlight

46. Been transported in an ambulance Three times and there are strange stories for two of them..

47. Had your portrait painted

48. Gone deep sea fishing

49. Seen the Sistine Chapel in person

50. Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris

51. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling

52. Kissed in the rain

53. Played in the mud

54. Made up a second question to go with number 11's missing one

55. Been in a movie

56. Visited the Great Wall of China

57. Started a business

58. Taken a martial arts class

59. Visited Russia

60. Served at a soup kitchen

61. Sold Girl Scout cookies

62. Gone whale watching

63. Got flowers for no reason

64. Lied on a meme because you were afraid to admit the /complete/ truth publicly

65. Didn't do a meme specifically because one or more questions would have been awkward/uncomfortable to answer publicly

66. Visited a Nazi Concentration Camp

67. Bounced a check

68. Flown in a helicopter

69. Saved a favorite childhood toy

70. Visited the Lincoln Memorial

71. Eaten caviar

72. Pieced a quilt

73. Stood in Times Square

74. Toured the Everglades

75. Been fired from a job 

76. Seen the Changing of the Guards in London

77. Broken a bone Several

78. Been on a speeding motorcycle

79. Seen the Grand Canyon in person

80. Published a book

81. Visited the Vatican

82. Bought a brand new car

83. Walked in Jerusalem

84. Had your picture in the newspaper

85. Read the entire Bible

86. Visited the White House

87. Killed and prepared an animal for eating

88. Had chicken pox

89. Saved someone's life   At least I'd like to think so being a nurse and all

90. Sat on a jury

91. Met someone famous

92. Joined a book club

93. Lost a loved one

94. Had a baby

95. Seen the Alamo in person

96. Swam in the Great Salt Lake

97. Been involved in a lawsuit

98. Owned a cell phone

99. Been stung by a bee

100. Read an entire book in a day

Life
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I applied to go back to school today.  I have been wanting to do so for a while and finally got off my lazy ass and did it.  I need to request transcripts yet but everything else is done.  I don't see getting into a BSN program as a problem because I graduated with honors when I got my Associates so I think my chances are good that I will get accepted into the program.  I like this particular program because it is all on-line and has no clinical component so it will be convenient.  Once I finish my BSN I  can then apply to grad school and hopefully get into a MPH program with a focus in epidemiology.  The only problem I see with this plan is cost.  I have no real savings to speak of and I will have to take loans, but it should be doable.

Everything else is going well. Work has been crazy but ok.  I have my days where I doubt myself and the job I do, but I know I make a difference.  There are just so many things I don't know and I feel inadequate.  I have really had my doubts since I took on new responsibilities at work but everyone says I am doing great so I need to get over it.

Anyways that is what is happening right now.

Quick update
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Just figured I would post a quick little update.  I have now lost 21.5 lbs.  I am much happier with the way I look although I have a lot more to lose I am sticking with weight watchers and it is working.

I dyed my hair redish brown (a very natural looking shade).  I like it, but it does take some getting used to ( I will try and post pictures).  I also trimmed it up a little so it looks much healthier.

I spent the last week in Toledo at my parents house which was nice, but I did something to my back and it is killing me.  It will heal, but I hate hurting.

Work is going well, although I think I liked it better when my boss thought I was worthless and didn't trust me.  I hate the extra responsibility I have had lately mostly because I feel like I don't know enough and will mess something up. 

Still thinking about going back to school, so I need to get off my lazy butt and apply.  I love going to school but hate all the BS that the application process entails.

Can't think of much else going on.  I think I will try and sleep now.

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I guess since I just posted a fictin piece I will post a quick update on the world of Andrea.

Life is good, work busy although I took last week off which was lovely.  Back to work tomorrow which is good cause I kind of miss it.  I love my job most of the time.

Getting read for con season soon and I have now lost 20 lbs so that is good.  I am excited to be at the lowest weight I have been at for years.  Still have 50 lbs to lose though.

I have been reading a lot which is par for the course for me.  Currently I am reading "The Mental Floss History of the World." and am continuing my way through "The Intellectual Devotional:Modern Culture Edition"  which is set up like a religous devotional with 365 entries so you read it for a year.  I am enjoying it.

Nothing very exciting going on in my life although my friends have had a rough time of it reciently so that kind of sucks.  I will try and update more often.

Oh and my new tattoo finally healed although I think it needs touched up.

Weight Watchers
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I stumbled on this article online and I thought it was interesting since I am doing weight watchers now. 

Games Without Frontiers: Fun Way to Lose Weight: Turn Dieting Into an RPG

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My beloved Steelers won the Super Bowl.  I know that most people that read my journal don't care but I am thrilled!  Onty team to win 6 Lombardi trophyes!

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Steelers lead at the half.  Only 30 minutes to go in game time.  I'm on pins and needles!  GO Steelers.

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So excited.  Going to get a new tattoo today.  I've been wanting a new one for a while now, so this works out well.  My uncle has a gift card for a place here in Toledo, so he asked me to go with him.  I have the best but strangest family ever!

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I am a little frustrated today.  I weighed myself and I have not lost any additional weight.  My offical weigh-in day is Thursday so I have a few days left this week, but I was so excited to be making such great progress.  So far on Weight Watchers I have lost a total of 7 lbs which is a good start, but I have such a long ways to go.  I want to lose about 55 lbs more to hit my goal weight, which today seems a bit overwhelming.  I need to just keep following the plan and see what happens.

Relaxation
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I had a wonderful dinner and relaxing evening with good friends.  I really needed it. 

I posted last week about my Grandma being in the hospital.  She got out of the hospital but ended up back in for emergency surgery.  Everything is ok now though.  I have just been stressed all week.


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I hate it when nobody tells me what is going on.  My mom just told me my Grandma is in the hospital.  What I am upset about is that she has been there for a couple of days and no one thought to call me (and my mom and I talk everyday and she didn't tell me).  Aparently my grandma has COPD and didn't tell anyone.  Also she didn't understand that taking the mediations was important so she just stopped taking them.  Oh and they also found a blood clot in her leg.  GRRRR. I wish people would think about what they are doing. 

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I found out something at work the other day.  Apparently the Clinic is upping their school rembursement for going back to school.  I may be able to afford to go and finish my bachlors degree and then go on for my masters like I have been wanting to do.  I am excited but also wary because I don't want to get my hopes up too much.  I miss school

Edge of Midnight Character Questions
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What three terms most accurately describe your character?
Bookish, jumpy, OCD (once she starts something she HAS to finish it)

What does your character look like?
She is a solidly build 29 year old, 5'7'' tall with red hair curly hair and green eyes.  She prefers loose fitting clothing that is easy to move around in and never wears dresses or skirts.  She has extensive burn scars on her legs.  She always has at least one book with her (could be fiction or non-fiction).  She wears a wedding ring with a chipped  sapphire that looks antique.

What does he or she do for a living?
She works as a doctor's assistant, but doesn't make great money at it.

What does your character do best?
She is very brainy.  She excells at science and is compasionate with people, but at the same time socially awkward.  SHe has a great memory for science facts, but sometimes shows no common sense.

What kind of quirks or mannerisms does you character exhibit?
She startles easily and frequantly gets lost in her own little world.  She daydreams a lot but if you ask her what she was thinking about she can't remember.

What does your character do to relax?
She enjoys reading in a quiet place alone although this doesn't happen often.

How does your character feel about magic?
She can do some magic, but has no idea how she learned it.  Sometimes when she uses magic she gets a lonely feeling but she doesn't know why.

How does your character feel about gaunts?
They creep her out.  She feels bad about this but there is just something about being around them that just makes her feel like shit.

Did your character fight overseas?
No, being female she was not asked to fight.  She did some type of factory work back home but remembers nothing specific.

What is your character's biggest regret?
Not saveing her sister from the house fire when they were kids.  She still has nightmares about the screams and lives with her visible scars everyday.

What is your characters greatest desire?
To know.  Why do I have this ring?  Why do I dream of screams?  Where did I learn this stuff?

Who is in your character's family?  How well do you get along with them?
I had a little sister but she is dead.  My mom and dad live in Nova Roma and I really don't talk to them (out of sight out of mind).  When I do see my parents I just feel uneasy.  I wear a wedding ring but don't remember getting married.  (I figure he was a warlock and never came home from the war.  I also figure he taught me magic)

Does you character have any loyalities besides himself?  If so to what?
I don't see her as terribly attached to any cause at this time.  I see her more focused on her own pain.

Does your character have a code by which she lives?
Keep to yourself, you are less likely to be hurt.  That being said if someone is suffering and she can help she will, she just feels that stepping in where you are not wanted will get you in trouble.

I guess I'll type up stats too since I posted my question answers here.

Attributes
Brains 10
Brawn 5
Build 5
Guts 6
Moxie 4
Smoothness 4

Skills
Disguise 2
French 1
Engineering 5
Forgery 1
Medicine 5
Perception 5
Puzzles 5
Stealth 3

Magic Skills
Gravity 7
Thermal Energy 7

Backgrounds
Magical Appitude (Thermal
Prodigy
Education

Profession
Rouge Scientist (gravity)

I may pla with the numbers a bit before we start gameplay...some don't seem to fit now that I answered the questions...I'll look at it later.

Gloria Bluebooking (Monthly Changeling game)
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I would put this behind cut, but i don't know how to do that so I'll just write this. 
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Explainations...always the hard part.  How to explain away sneaking out of the hospital mere hours after being gravely injured.  Normally not such a huge problem for stabbing victims for a few reasons.  First reason being that they can't just get up and walk out of the hospital hours after being injured.  Second most stabbing victms don't work at the hospital they snuck out of, so this awkwardness never comes up. 

I suppose this is one of those seemed like a good idea at the time things.  Well at lease I have an idea how to explain myself.

I figure it is normal for a person to have PTSD after being fucking stabbed outside of where they work.  I also figure that offically no one knows who stabbed me, so that is always an excuse too.  I decide I should take advantange of the hospital counciling program for a few reasons.  One I know enough to fake being traumatized (not that I really need to fake much).  Two it will look good to the hospital that I am dealing with the incident in a "healthy" way.

Once I have made this decision I go home to rest.  I didn't plan on finding the police there.  Sneaking out of the hospital after being injured is serious especially in this storm.  They were afraid I was delerious and would hurt myself.  After some tense moments I call the hospital on my cell phone and tell them I am fine and would rather rest at home.  Right now the hospital freaks me out too much.  They don't really like this explaination but after I explained that I would really be more comfortable at home I convince them that we can sort this out later. 

The next day I call the EAP hotline to make an appointment with a councilor.  They have been expecting my call.  Aparently my boss wasn't as convinced as I thought that I was ok.  A doctor from the hospital stops by to check my wound and I have to do a quick tap dance routine to explain why it looks so good for having just happened.  I tell hime the trauma surgeon on last night is really good (fortunately I happened to know he studied plastic surgery before changing specalities).  He seems skeptical but lets it slide.

My boss also calls and says that I will not be allowed back to work until I have been cleared by Psych.  I tell him I have already made an appointment.  He seems relieved. 

Fast forward a few days.  I have my first appointment with the psychologist.  We meet at her office in town not her office at the hospital.  She doesn't know if I am ready to face the hospital yet.  I don't know if I am ready for that either.  My dreams the last few days have been dark and I keep seeing the knife plunge into me and the blood.  I have never been ill from the sight of blood before, but I suppose it is different if it is your own.  I need to learn how to control my dreams but that is going to take time, maybe someone in the court could help?

We talk.  She thinks I am holding back and I am.  How do you tell someone that you were kidnapped and have a double fake you somewhere?  How do you tell her the man stabbed you because of a monster that was following you and that he was afraid you would pollute everything around you?  I can't tell her these things, she would think I was really crazy.  so I make up a story about having flashbacks and anxiety attacks.  We work on self hypnosis.  It does help some, but I need to do my own healing.

After a few sessions she decides that when I am healed enough physically I can go back to work.  I will need to keep seeing her of course but at least I have something to distract me. 

When I first go back to work everyone treats me as if I will break.  No one wants to do anything to startle me.  Finally after being back a week we have a multiple trauma come in and I am in my zone.  Everyone forgets about the stabbing as we focus on the family before us.  Finally things seem to be back to something close to normal

meme
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[01] Would you do meth if it was legalized?
God no.  I'm all for better living through chemistry but some things are just bad for you.

[02] Abortion: Pro Life, or Pro Choice?
Pro-choice.  I don't think I would have an abortion but I have never been in that situtation, but I think that people should make their own choices.

[03] Do you think the United States would fail with a female president?
No.  I was really a huge Hillary Clinton supporter.  Qualifications have nothing to do with gender.

[04] Do you believe in the death penalty?
Tough question.  I do believe some things are so horrific that the ultimate punishment is needed, but I feel that our system here is unfair and so needs to be fixed.

[05] Do you wish marijuana would be legalized already?
Tried it once. It was ok.  That being said don't see why it is any worse for you than legal drugs.

[06] Are you for or against premarital sex?
For.  Again it's your body do what wou choose with it.  I also think that sex education is key.  Abstinace only education does not work.

[07] Do you believe in God?
 Agnostic

[08] Do you think same sex marriage should be legalized?
Yes.  Maybe needs a different name, but words are just semantics.

[09] Do you think it's wrong that so many Hispanics are illegally moving to the USA?
I think that immigration reform is needed.  I think it is very difficult to come to the USA.  That said I do think it is wrong insofar as I would want to have at least background checks on people coming in.

[10] A twelve year old girl has a baby, should she keep it?
No.  Again though that is a decision for the girl, her parents and the childs father.

[11] Should the alcohol age be lowered to eighteen?
Yes.  Old enough to do everything else.  Also age has nothing to do with the ability to be responsible about drinking.

[12] Should the war in Iraq be called off?
Hard question.  We are there and if we suddenly leave it could destabilize the region.  We need to have an organized withdrawl plan.

[13] Assisted suicide is illegal: do you agree?
No.  I see a lot of suffering in my job and I think if you are of sound mind that you should be able to make that decision.

[14] Do you believe in spanking your children?
I don't have kids so I can't really answer this, but I think a pat on the behind to get the point across is ok.

[15] Would you burn an American flag for a million dollars?
Yes.  It is just a piece of cloth.

[16] Who do you think would make a better president? McCain or Obama?
Obama.  I think that McCain is scary and Palin is really scary.  Also McCain have a Cancer history and Palin would be a disaster.  Neither canidate was my first choice.

[17] Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?
Nope.  I have opinions and am generally not afraid to voice them.

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01) Bold what is true about you.
02) Underline what is half true.
03) Italicize what you wish was true about you.
04) Add one true thing about you to the end of the list.
05) Tag five LJ friends.
06) Ask me anything about the bold/italicized/underlined.



I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch much TV these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies.
I've been the psycho ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually always the best policy.
I curse sometimes.

I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I have broken someone's bones
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
I hate the rain.
I'm paranoid at times.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need/want money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have fresh breath in the morning.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling
I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without caller ID
I like the way that I look.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I think prostitution should be legalized.

I slept with a roommate.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I have kissed someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop and/or window shop.
I'm obsessed with my livejournal.
I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cellphone.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I have a lot to learn.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least five away messages saved.
I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on livejournal.
I would die for my best friend.
I am obsessive, and often a perfectionist.

I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I have dated a close friend's ex.

I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
Democrat.
Conservative Republican.
I am punk rockish.
I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot whenever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I am proficient on a musical instrument.
I hate office jobs. 
I went to college out of state.

I am adopted.
I am a pyro.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
I have been intentionally hurt by people I loved.
I fall for the worst people and have been hurt every time.
I adore bright colors.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I hate chain theme restaurants like applebees and tgifridays.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in
I talk in my sleep.
I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at least one person I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
I have cosplayed or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.

I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
I'm an artist. I like to draw.
I am ambidextrous.
I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.
If it weren't for seeing other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.
I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.
I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
I have lived in either three different states or countries.
I am extremely flexible.
I want to own my own business.
I smoke
I spend too much time on the computer.
Nobody has ever said I'm normal.

Sad movies, games, fics and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.
I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.
I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.
I don't like it when people are displeased or seem displeased with me.
I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
I have played strip poker with someone else before.
I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.
I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
I can't stand being alone.
I have at least one obsession at any given time.
I constantly spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.
I'm a judgmental asshole.
I'm a huge drama queen.
I have traveled on more than one continent.
I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.
I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
I can speak more than one language.
I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
I would rather read than watch TV.
I like reading fact more than fiction.
I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
I have no piercings.
I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.
I once spent christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication about which parent was supposed to have me that night.
I've been married and am now divorced.
There have been times when I have wondered "why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.
I like most animals better than most people.
I own a collection of retro game consoles
The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.
I have hit someone with a dead fish.
I have written/read erotic stories.
I am compulsively honest.
I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.
I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers and not been ashamed.
I have gone from wishing I was a boy to reveling in being a girl to feeling like a boy again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.
I am unashamedly bisexual and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.
I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
I find it impossible to get sleep without some kind of music on.

I dislike milk.
I obsessively wash my hands.
I always carry something significant around with me.
Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig than use my own hair.
I love talking about myself to the point where I need to be stopped.
I often sing whenever I can and I'm good at it too.
I have experienced some kind of traumatic abuse in my lifetime.
I've experienced visions and dreams which I know/believe are from my past life.
I have deja vu so vivid that I feel faint.
I love Harry Potter.
My parents are not together.
I don't believe in love.
I hate people who walk incredibly slow.
I have extreme contempt for the vast majority of people.
Sometimes I don't shower before work.
To me, procrastination is like a disease!
I want to sleep now.
I enjoy watching two guys kissing each other.
I am a typical gemini born.
The more I've searched the less I've found.
As a child I was a huge crybaby.
I'm feeling alone very fast.
I'm living in a fairytale and I'm the noble Princess who saves the day!
I always have to spell my real name.
I want to die in my sleep.
I have a strange laugh.
If they let me, I can sleep 12 hours in a row.
I wish I could transform myself into a boy every now and then.
I dance in the rain and don't feel like a fool.
I have a favorite stuffed animal that I will not ever get rid of.
I sing 80s hair metal songs into my hairbrush on a daily basis.
I have a speech disorder.
I'm infatuably attracted to men with long, blond, curly hair.
I sometimes have the urge to take a shot of whiskey or open a can of beer at odd times in the day.
I have a weakness for guys with nice bodies.
I plan to move to another country at some point in my life.
Ever wanted to be a certain fictional character.
My dreams are so vivid they feel real.
I'm a huge geek, the comic-book and video game kind, not the smart kind.
I can get jealous easily.
My computer and hard drive are pretty much my most prized possessions.
I prefer to buy CDs than download music, free or otherwise.
I haven't had my first kiss yet.
I've had teeth pulled.
I listen to music in at least five different languages.
I think boys/guys/men are icky.
I prefer dim lights or candlelight to bright lights.
I fully acknowledge that I love lame jokes, because they're lame.
I get happy when I buy food on sale.
I can find beauty and something to love in anything around me.
Desperate to find out where I belong.

I am a home owner.
I take public transportation to work.
My favorite food is one from a different country than I grew up in.
I have a terrible fear of the dark.
I rebel against things that are pushed on me. Probably more than I should.
I really need a vacation.
I've faced a hard choice and made the wrong decision.
I have faith that the universe is unfolding as it should.
I cannot truly regret past events in my life, so long as at present it is turning out well.
I feel comfortable expressing myself honestly.
If I could, I would be somewhere else right now.
I have an entry on Wikipedia.
I study, and practice, sorcery as a daily way of life.
I have had sex on a riding lawn mower.
I am afraid I will not matter in the end. 
I really want to tell someone how I feel about them right now.

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[info]hot493
Comment and I'll...
1. Tell you why I friended you.
2. Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.
3. Tell you something I like about you.
4. Tell you a memory I have of you.
5. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
6. Tell you my favorite user pic of yours.
7. In return, you must post this in your LJ.

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